epilogue;

Saturday, February 21, 2009

how can i be both happy and sad at the same time
but somehow it happens

i was really happy to partipate in the IMCB attachment
i get to play with worms and bateria
they are sooo cool
i really love it
thinking of my lab pets make me happy
but
when reality sets in
i found that i have to go back to sch again
i really dunnoe how to express my disappointment
i really really wish i can jus work in IMCB
and forget abt sch
all the homeworks
all the projects
all the things that hurt me deeply

it is as tough i am sinking into an abyss

but i noe i have to be strong
and rational

it is ok if ppl disappoint me
as long as i do not disappointment myself

i need to fulfil my dreams
and get out of this depression

discover the truth in you;

12:22 PM

Yay new blogskin made by me
woo
haha i have somewhat mastered photoshop xD
i have not blog for very long le, cos its rather busy lately
well some updates:
i am basically the same but i am thankful that i have many opportunities to experience different aspects of science throuhgh various programmes.
erm i went to shanghai for global classroom
it was rather fun, maybe i'll upload some photos when i am free.

yeah i almost forgot that i have moved house le, from bukit panjang to somewhere else that i shall not tell =D

i have many neighbour with pet dog in my new residential area;
they are soooo cute
i especially love the brown retriever but i have not seen her for a very long time le
i also love the black and white dog which resembles a collie xD

yeah

that is about it =D

discover the truth in you;

5:23 PM

last one for the day haha xD

Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential

You are precise, orderly, and realistic.

You tend to get to the point and get things done.

Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step.

Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.

What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.

You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

discover the truth in you;

11:19 PM

haha another one

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious.

That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep.

Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.

You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others.

You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves.

You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.

What's Your Element?

discover the truth in you;

11:07 PM

haha pretty bored i guess =D

You Are Ballet

You are quite introverted. You enjoy keeping to yourself and cultivating your talents.

You are dedicated and focused. If practice makes perfect, you're willing to keep practicing.

While some people may dismiss you as boring, you can be quite edgy and interesting.

You can fit in almost anywhere... and your style ranges from conservative to funky.

What Dance Are You?

discover the truth in you;

10:56 PM

this is cute haha xD

You Have Willpower of Steel

Your personal motto could be "Where there's a will, there's a way."

If you will something, you make it happen - no matter how difficult it is.

You don't back down from commitments, even when you regret making them.

That being said, you are pretty careful about what you commit to!

Is Your Willpower Strong?

discover the truth in you;

10:52 PM

Your Inner Muse is Urania

You are most like this muse of astronomy.

Your head is in the stars, and you look to the future.

You give off a heavenly, mysterious vibe.

And you're not too bad at predicting the future.

What Muse Are You?

discover the truth in you;

10:47 PM

haha i shall post again haha =D

anw teacher's day was fun.
with mr kuo getting the most unconventional award and ms van dijk getting the caring teacher award (i think)
ms van dijk is nice
haha she is vry caring sweet jovial just like her favourite chocolate maybe haha xD

hmm i hav nth much to post

some updates maybe
eeh i am vry much into photoediting nowadays
wasting my time away haiz
everyone's revising (maybe i shuld)
but i seriously dun feel like
i am seriously trying to escape from reality or something
by indulging myself
haiz

yay i kinda of hav some new idols
1) leona lewis
2) nicole scherzinger
3)mariah carey

and some old loves too
1) Tavia yeung (HK)
2) Raymond lam (HK)
3) Linda Chung (HK)

haha =D
that's all byez

discover the truth in you;

10:05 PM

紧紧地抓住那残留的童真，

那退色的回忆

不愿放手

默默地回顾那遥远童年

那温馨的过去

但愿留心

看着那擦身而过的身影

希望我说的话有人会听

保留存在的意义

由心而发

discover the truth in you;

8:45 PM

yay i decided to post again
it is during block test week now
a interesting time to blog
anw is so delightful that 4 tests are OVER!!!
yay
but still we nidda kiayou
今天我认识到平常心的重要
其实无论一个人多么努力去做一件事
也可能会事与愿违
失败与成功
相信每个人多经历过
但仍需保持平常心
从失败中站起来
从成功中继续前进
加油

discover the truth in you;

5:19 PM

yay i survived OBS
ha ha actually it wasn't as bad as i expected
i didn't see leeches and worms and things like that
our watch got full sea expedition just like the whole of 301 and 311
then we had to kayak for more then 28 km and 14 hours
i really cant believe i managed to do that
kayaking with waves, currents and tides against me
kayaking with wind and rain right in my face
isn't that easy
this surely build up my determination and perseverance
OBS 's journey for self discovery really helps
i seem to see a different me
nowadays
although i am still lazy
anw
sleeping i tents over the grass and rock climbing aren't that hard as well
our bond between each other are strengthened
and i am seriously going to miss Jill
our beloved instructor
haiz
wonder when are we going to meet again
OBS had left loads of wonderful memories in me
the ones which i want to hold on all my life

discover the truth in you;

5:04 PM

What Simin Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. [!?!?]

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. [o.O]

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. [i dun think so]Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. [...]

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want..
[WAD!!!]

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
[interesting]

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. [err...]

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

i think most of this seems ridiculous haha and sometimes i din even know i was like that. pretty interesting...

discover the truth in you;

4:41 PM