Tuesday, November 29, 2011
I do look forward to post A levels. I shall carry out my plans one by one. I shall not spend the months wasting at home. I will probably slack for a few weeks before I start looking for a job. I want to try something new this coming holiday. I realise I have been afraid for too long. I need to stop being afraid of failure. After all the greatest failure is the failure to try. I shall muster some courage and develop something call '' initiative''. I shall learn to be a little more thick skinned. Haha
This coming holiday is going to be exciting.
After all it is the first time in my life that I have all the time and independence in my hands. Hope it is going to be fun. *Grins* Haha
singing to the wind[6:10 pm]
Friday, November 25, 2011
不该再因为害怕失望而不敢希望
At first I wanted to post the revelation I had during one of my daydreaming episodes today as my Facebook status. But I didn't. I didn't dare to post overly personal stuff on Facebook. My blog seems to have become my very private refuge. I know there are people who read my blog. Not many though. I didn't want to lock my blog because I trust that people who read are my true friends. Anyway, I have decided to have faith in myself. I know I am inadequate but no one is perfect. I shall believe in myself. If I don't who would.
决定了快乐的迎接充满幻想的未来
Recently I was following the 新还株格格 on TV. ( I am very slack throughout the A levels period ><) I find it as nice as the older version. And I particularly like how the main characters choose to lead the lives they wanted and stay true to themselves. I shall believe that every tomorrow will be a better day.
singing to the wind[9:57 pm]
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Hahhh...
singing to the wind[10:48 pm]
Monday, November 21, 2011
The first thing I did when I got back home was to find out what exactly is fixed capital investment.
Oh wells... never felt so terribly screwed up for a paper before.
I need some encouragement and a whole lot of cheering up.
I should try to get these stuff out of my mind. It does me no good.
It's over after all.
What is meant to be is meant to be.
Take it in stride.
Stay positive.
Stay strong.
Stay happy.
No matter how inadequate I feel, I ought to feel contented about everything that has been bestowed upon me.
Let's look at the bright side. Everything will be ok in the end.
Jiayou!
singing to the wind[5:51 pm]
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
I am scared. I checked my answer for math and chem and I am really worried. I made a lot of careless mistakes and my presentation is totally not clear. I hope they accept rtp instead of room temperate and pressure. Haiz, what's done cannot be undone. I can only hope that I can do my best for the subsequent papers. I think complacency is a big problem. I don't want to let anybody including myself down by under-performing. I really did quite badly, especially bio. Please... everything must go well.
This fact is I have not been doing my best to study and do the papers. I really need to get things right.
I had quite a few sleepless nights and my dad was like saying if I can't handle such small things how do I handle more stressful things when i grow up. My parents are very encouraging, they told me to take it easy and no matter what they'll still love me. Here's a song I would like to dedicate to them :D
This song means a lot to me. Hope you will like it too!
singing to the wind[11:43 am]
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Right, now I am taking it too hard. I need some balance. I couldn't sleep or eat properly for the past few days and I don't know how long I can last like this. Have some faith and some confidence. I realise I seem to have chronic lack of confidence. Come on... Don't be afraid, keep fighting!
I shan't be complacent but I shall do my best to not worry excessively (which is very difficult). I feel very dumb. I know worrying is counter productive but it is very difficult to not worry. Jiayou! As long as I do my job properly, I will be fine. Everything will be alright. As always.
Breathe...
singing to the wind[8:31 pm]
Wednesday, November 09, 2011
There is this intense feeling deep inside. I don't know whether is it regret, guilt or sadness. I think I am too complacent. I actually couldn't finish the paper. I can't forgive myself. I hope it will turn out well in the end, since I almost never finish my bio papers. But it's A levels. I think there is something wrong with me. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
singing to the wind[5:23 pm]
Wednesday, November 02, 2011
Ahh! I feel like screaming! How can I make myself focus!!!
I just read a comment on the net and I found it really and sadly true. Anything that can distract me will distract me. ><
Come on, come on... I seem to be proceeding at snail's pace. This cannot go on. I wonder if I am the only one with this problem. I think I am attention-deficient. I can stare at the page for 30 min and end up having to reread the page. I daydream too much and I can't help it. I can't study at home with the sofa and the TV. How... Haiz. Forget it I shall continue the futile effort.
singing to the wind[3:02 pm]
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