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Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Weehoo! Finally the long awaited one month break is here!!!

This four months in med school taught me a lot of things. Although the journey is fraught with difficulties, I believe it is a choice I will not regret. The first thing that struck me here is that although the students here aren't all perfect and good, they are all amazing in their own way. There are so many people around that are so well rounded. They are fiercely passionate in music, sports or certain causes. And yet still do very well for their studies. They really gave me an insight on how to live life to the fullest.

Some times I feel burdened by the responsibility and work but I realise if you can't change a situation you have to change your attitude. Things happen and you can't control it, what you can do is to give your best in as far as possible. Every one around has a lesson to teach me, something I could learn from. Like the way they see things, the way they care for people and the way they fight to realise their ideals and passion.

I am really glad to be with these amazing people, the only thing I hope is that I can open up more and let them into my world. I realise I am rather shy cos I am afraid that people don't like me. But I realise avoiding eye contact and being shy is not respecting my friends who came forward to talk to me. I should learn how to look into people's eyes and speak and let them feel my sincerity.

There are so many things I have to learn and my journey is only just beginning. Although I don't know how things will turn out in the end, I should be at peace for I am already more fortunate than many people in this world. As far as possible I shall offer my help to people in need and live my life in a more fulfilling and meaningful way :D

After this grand talk, let me go back to watching Big Bang Theory XD
haha actually I haven't decided what to do now :D

singing to the wind[12:26 pm]

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